2022-11-12 Sat 12:31 PM ![[DALL·E 2022-11-12 20.07.31 - the ballooning vesicles fill all the space, pressing in on the traveler and he can't move. digital art.png]] > [!-cf-]+ [[Related notes]] > - [[Goleta theory]] > - [[Hub. Thing-to-be-minimzed]] > - [[Frank_mangus]], [[Saturn]] I'm looking for a concept, experimenting here. The idea is that maybe we can conceptualize the aggregate volume of "charge" ([[Worries and charge]]) present in the system when one is using anxiety to keep track of obligations ([[Don't use your conscience as your todo list]]) as a kind of pressure. And the more pressure there is, the more buffeted about we are, the less space we have, the less creative and free we can be. The more the [[Black dog]] will grow in strength and presence. The less space there is for continuity of subtle thoughts and feelings; the less possibility of [[Smoke rings]]. I suspect there will be a better metaphor. This one fits only moderately well, doesn't resonate a ton. But maybe exploring this one will help me to find the better one. ![[DALL·E 2022-11-12 19.56.58 - too much pressure; the boy is buffeted about. digital art.png]]